“Too good for a first timer”

[CEM 18/01/2019 UDSM]

She said I was her first.

I want to believe her, but I can’t. I know for a fact that she is too good for a first timer, and knows her way through my body like a mechanic does to car. So it really can’t be her very first.

But she said I was her first.

I mean I really should not be asking questions, cause this is already good for my ego. But truth is a bitch, and bites where it hurts. So this is really like licking an old wound.

But she said I was her first.

Would it hurt if I wasn’t. I mean would it really matter if I wasn’t her first.

Of course it would. She will have broken the trust, as she told me I was her first. And she lied!

Author: Mr.Clevance

I am starting this journey as a self-realization process that I have been meaning to do years now. I hope it changes and inspires you as it will to me.

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